【UNO】像場遊戲對吧！

今天介紹的這首歌是在Netflix的影集《Dear White People》裡聽到的

（這部真的強推！不得不說網飛出手品質保證啊

上個月剛追完漢娜的遺言，這幾天又心癢看了一集……怎麼可能！

當然看了三集啊，要不是最近期中期末擠在一起，一定停不下來，熬夜追完> <）

Nexflix的影集除了劇情緊湊、題材創新外，還有一點——歌都非常match、好聽 !!!

不多說，快來聽這首Rex Orange County的〈UNO〉

（業餘翻譯，隨意配配）歌詞來自genius.com

[Intro]

Yeah, I don't know where to start

我不知道該從何說起

How do you admit that you're falling apart

該怎麼向人承認人生正在散架

I mean how will I admit that I'm falling apart

如同我的人生一樣 這有點難說出口

My mother's gonna worry but I'm fine in my heart

我媽開始為我擔心 但別擔心我還撐得下去

[Verse 1]

I've lived the words that I've said

我活在自己說過的話

And I live with a voice that tends to tell me that I'm shit in my head

但那聲音卻一直說我一文不值

Well maybe I should fuck it and be happy instead

也許我不應該鳥他 繼續笑笑過日子

I should just say fuck it and be happy instead, right? Right

我應該罵聲髒話 然後維持正面能量 對吧？

[Verse 2]

'Cos there's a lot of people try to tell me how to deal with myself

實在太多人教我如何照顧自己

But I'm not gonna listen if you mention my health

但只要提及健康這種老掉牙就滾一邊去

I don't care, don't tell me and don't text me

說真的我一點也不在乎 別再嘮嘮叨叨或傳簡訊

'Cos that kind of shit upsets me, just kind of affects me

那只會令我更不爽

[Pre-hook]

It's bringing me down, and I'm not gonna lie

最近很消沉 但放心我會誠實以對

These days I prefer to just not be outside

這些日子我寧願關在自己老宅

And these days I just end up spending all of my time

與我的女友廝混整日

With my girlfriend, but to be honest, I think that's alright

而且說真的 這有什麼奇怪

[Hook]

'Cos time keeps rollin' and I'm just makin' songs

時間在走 我的歌聲不輟

I'm doing my best

我已盡了全力

Still find myself stressed

仍然敵不過壓力

And I'm no longer sure where I belong

不再明白自己屬於哪裡

I'm starting to rust

漸漸開始鏽蝕

Don't know who to trust

不知道該相信誰

(Don't trust anyone. Not even me.)

別相信任何人 即使是我

[Verse 3]

Some people concentrate on style too much

有些人過度在乎外表

But I think I just force myself to smile too much

而我過度在乎微笑

And that should soon end for the best

最好快點戒掉這種變態心理

I wanna live my life with no stress

我只想活在沒有壓力的世界裡

Love life and feel blessed, like

充滿愛並受到祝福的那種

It's kind of funny on the inside

說起來我的內心有點搞笑

I'm tryin' to be a man, but really I'm just a little child, Shit

想像個男人 但其實我只是個孩子

And that's pretty much it

但世界就是這樣啊

Yeah that's pretty much it

一點都沒錯

(Is there anything else?)

你還有什麼想說嗎？

Oh yeah

噢 對了

My jaw hurts a lot because I grind it with stress (mhm?)

我的下顎因為緊張的咬牙而痠疼

I was an idiot recently and lost a lot of my friends (naw)

還有最近一直耍白癡 失去了許多好友

Nothing brings me joy and nothing makes me smile

沒有事能再讓我笑出來

Being at school makes me aware of how I haven't been myself in awhile (oh)

去學校讓我知道自己能多虛偽

And I wonder what it was like to be 11

有時想想11歲的我會怎麼想

Wonder if there's such a thing as life after death, such a thing as heaven (why?)

好奇死後的世界長什麼樣 我會上天堂嗎？

And every now and then I think about the fact that I'd become a legend if I died at 27

我偶爾會想如果我死於27歲別人是不是會叫我天才

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也許這首個聽起來有點憂鬱厭世，但我很喜歡他的直白，有點像一個不太在乎什麼的青少年在與心理諮商師對話，然後不隱諱地說出自己不太想長大，有點自殺傾向這樣XD，實在很符合我的tone，所以即使報告纏身還是速速翻完了。